Wednesday, August 31, 2005

this is gna be a looong looong post. i havent blogged for darned long thts why. WOOTS
anyway I SCREWED ORALS. wtf la the toady tcher was totally stoning at me and her face which was alr black when i went in, became blacker and blacker by the minute. i PANICKED and STONED at her aft describing three bars in the graph WTH LA. i dint even give conclusion pls. WA LAU. boohoohoo
the next day, I FLUNKED MY MATHS TEST. stupid pey. she SUCKS. believe me. she ponned lesson one day before the maths test and we cldnt ask her qns. -.-
OKAY later in the day aft i flunked my pathetic maths test, i went trng and saw the jap SHUAI GES tht june and val were telling me abt. they look quite okay. but the fudao's short! hes cute though. look a bit like linjunjie JJ! heh woots susanta was crazy over bugu and there was this danye guy who looked quite decent except for his acne. WHOOPS okay i sound despo. but anyway i dint crush them like june etc did. HAHHA
then today, i was planning to go trng. but my muscle ache worsened throughout the ACES thing and i decided not to go trng. so me val carrot and susanta were like stoning at far east waiting to collect the shirt for mr tan when they went trng. me val and susanta -aiyo why her name so long- were the kind souls who delivered the shirt there. HAHAHA mr tan looked cute in it. woots. i shall upload the pic of mr tan wearing the shirt when shitty or priscilla sends me!


my stand.
x7:30 PM


Saturday, August 27, 2005

im gna smile and tell the whole world im fine
but deep down where no one can hear me
baby i'll be crying for you


my stand.
x2:35 PM


Friday, August 26, 2005

it has been raining ever since you left me, now im drowning in the flood. i had always been a fighter, but without you, i give up


my stand.
x9:23 PM


you dont stop loving someone, you just get used to living without them there.


my stand.
x9:07 PM


the forgotten i love yous.

is this really the end? of me, of you, of us?


my stand.
x8:29 PM


My inner child is one year old today

My inner child is one year old!


Everything is new to me. I like watching the world
go by around me, and I don't sweat the small
stuff--or the large stuff, either. Just so long
as I stay warm and safe and dry, life's pretty
good.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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my stand.
x4:21 PM


Wednesday, August 24, 2005

i sprained my back muscle slightly =( it hurts like hell though. esp this morning. i cldnt move momentarily when i woke up. i decided not to go to sch though. hahah its a blessing in disguise because i can stay at home to study. THANKS VIONNA! =)
THENTHENTHEN i went to see a sinseh and he twisted and turned and nearly made me pee in my pants cos it hurt ): after which i realised HE DID NOT GIVE MCs. AJKMIJIOFKSFJIOSKMS. wth i had to go to a polyclinic aft tht to get an mc. BOOOHOOHOOO wasted another 5 bucks.
im despoly mugging bio now. it sucks. esp the checklist cos i realised i dunno a lot of things inside.


my stand.
x10:41 AM


Tuesday, August 23, 2005

DONT TELL ME U CANT MAKE IT. PLS DONT. U CAN MAKE IT. U WILL MAKE IT. U HAVE TO MAKE IT. U NEED TO MAKE IT.
if u give up on yourself, i wont ever forgive you. I MEAN IT. i wont forgive u for as long as i live. U PROMISED TO LEAD A BETTER LIFE THAN ME. U CANT GO BACK ON UR PROMISE. I HATE YOU. FUCK YOU.
HANG ON IN THERE. U CAN MAKE IT. I HAVE FAITH IN YOU. YOU CANT GIVE UP ON YOURSELF. PLS THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IM BEGGING YOU. HANG ON. WHERES THT FIGHTING SPIRIT?

because u cant leave me alone in this world


my stand.
x8:52 PM


Sunday, August 21, 2005

ITS ME!
i havent been exercising at all since friday trng. im like totally slugging through my days. im having insomnia ARGH! and i'll feel sleepy right in the middle of the day just like wad im feeling now ):
WAKE UP GEKS! URE GNA DIE FOR BIO!
GJANFASJFMDFJASFNASUFH
i just wanna stone in front of my com everyday doing nth. somebody pinch me -OWWW-
OH YEA! i did the mental age quiz again and guess what? my mental age grew by 1? -.- thts totally helpful to my esteem pls. IM KINDA 4 YEARS OLD ACCORDING TO IT?


my stand.
x1:24 PM


Saturday, August 20, 2005

im gonna flunk maths in wk 10 and blame mrjeremychan. we'll scan our whole paper in and start blasting his email with it. HAHAH whoops jking.
im totally trying to understand what he actually taught about graphs and i suck at it. i'll like hafta depend on someone to kindly ENLIGHTEN me?
lajdkla;kjldjkjklad
bio's a bad subj to study for! im like totally slacking and doing nth except surfing blogs and friendster pages ):
i dont want a ball to teach us maths next week):


my stand.
x7:03 AM


Friday, August 19, 2005

why does everyone hafta leave ): if this is part of growing up, i'd rather not grow up

in 3 years time, everyone'll be separated -.- will we dao each other 10 years down the road? i hope not


my stand.
x7:11 PM


Wednesday, August 17, 2005

WE FINISHED CHINESE PT!!!!!!


my stand.
x8:24 PM


Friday, August 12, 2005

ma life's quite sadd now.

to do:
finish editing sherie and lynt's yue du bao gao by tonight
edit chinese presentation script by sat night
finish up jurong island script by sun
do english hw by next week
revise for chem SPA(bring rag)week 8 practical block
revise for bio test week 9 thurs
study maths! graphs week 10
prepare for eng test week 10


my stand.
x8:43 PM


putting things into perspective helps (: i havent felt as close to you since goodness knows when.






take my hand and tell me everything's fine. ilu


my stand.
x8:31 PM


Thursday, August 11, 2005

i'm gonna smile and tell the whole world i'm fine
im gonna keep my senses
but deep down when no one can hear me
baby i'll be crying for you

u were the only one who had the power to make me feel as though everything's fine. but u too, were the only one who plunged me into eternal darkness. u can't step into my life now acting as though nothing had happened.

the crack will always remain between the broken pieces.


my stand.
x8:01 PM


Saturday, August 06, 2005

I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard


my stand.
x7:19 PM


Thursday, August 04, 2005

i dont wanna dream of teriyaki chicken crepe today -.-


my stand.
x8:18 PM


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