Monday, April 24, 2006
i know you wouldn't want anyone to take your place. i lost the right to love.my stand.
x10:30 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
my shopping trip yesterday was annoying. i saw a lot a lot of things that i wanted to buy. okay i admit. i wanted to buy almost anything i saw. whoopeedoo. now my wishlist is getting longer and not shorter ): i wanna be rich can. i shall list some of things i saw and im too broke to buymy stand.
x8:57 AM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i know ure computer was programmed to send me a birthday e-card every year. since you've gone, i dont know whether its still there. it seems so ironic i dont want anything to trigger our memories but i still check my email every minute because receiving a birthday ecard will be just like you were still here, like you've never been gone.my stand.
x9:24 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
i think im probably at the lowest point of my life now. the feeling is just like im stuck in a toilet bowl and i cant get out no matter how hard i try. the feeling of defeat stings. it hurts a great deal and im lost. i lost sense of direction in my life. the feeling that once propelled me to do well for chinese is lost to me. probably forever. my confidence in chinese was not natural. before i started doing well for chinese, i was just like any other person, struggling with my chinese marks. this very confidence took me more than 5 years to build up but it took one term to destroy. i dont think i'll be able to find my confidence ever again. all i can hope is that i'd do reasonably well for my HCL o lvls. its not much to hope for, is it?my stand.
x10:06 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
why cant i post in cheenamy stand.
x9:41 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
i know you wouldn't want anyone to take your place. i lost the right to love.my stand.
x10:30 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
my shopping trip yesterday was annoying. i saw a lot a lot of things that i wanted to buy. okay i admit. i wanted to buy almost anything i saw. whoopeedoo. now my wishlist is getting longer and not shorter ): i wanna be rich can. i shall list some of things i saw and im too broke to buymy stand.
x8:57 AM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i know ure computer was programmed to send me a birthday e-card every year. since you've gone, i dont know whether its still there. it seems so ironic i dont want anything to trigger our memories but i still check my email every minute because receiving a birthday ecard will be just like you were still here, like you've never been gone.my stand.
x9:24 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
i think im probably at the lowest point of my life now. the feeling is just like im stuck in a toilet bowl and i cant get out no matter how hard i try. the feeling of defeat stings. it hurts a great deal and im lost. i lost sense of direction in my life. the feeling that once propelled me to do well for chinese is lost to me. probably forever. my confidence in chinese was not natural. before i started doing well for chinese, i was just like any other person, struggling with my chinese marks. this very confidence took me more than 5 years to build up but it took one term to destroy. i dont think i'll be able to find my confidence ever again. all i can hope is that i'd do reasonably well for my HCL o lvls. its not much to hope for, is it?my stand.
x10:06 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
why cant i post in cheenamy stand.
x9:41 PM