Monday, May 29, 2006

BECAUSE YOU'RE MY PRINCESS!!


my stand.
x5:49 PM


Friday, May 26, 2006

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HAVE A FEELING THAT IM GONNA DIE OF HAPPINESS. MY HEART IS GONNA BURST OF HAPPINESS. I NEVER THOUGHT THIS FEELING WAS REAL. I ONCE DOUBTED IF ANYONE REALLY FELT SO HAPPY BEFORE.

DAMSEL IN DISTRESS HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. IM SO HIGH NOW. MAYBE CHOCOLATES REALLY MAKE YOU FALL IN LOVE.

I LOVEEEEE YOUU. OMIGOSH. SERIOUSLY


my stand.
x5:27 PM


Thursday, May 18, 2006

MY CHINESE IS ROTTEN JUST LIKE ZHANGSHUIFU IS ROTTEN

FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

I HOPE NO ONE READS MY BLOG. ITS TOO VULGAR. BUT IM SORRY I CANT HELP IT. NOBODY KNOWS WHAT A HUGE BLOW THIS IS TO ME


my stand.
x9:32 PM


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

i didnt do very badly for FPS. well at least better than i expected.

told you i was futuristic. HAHAHA that was quite random

im sick ): aldkamdalkafnalnlasf


my stand.
x2:53 PM


Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I SCREWED PHYSICS

I PROBABLY SCREWED CHINESE TOO. WHICH IS DAMNED ANNOYING. RAWRRRRRRRRR THURS WILL BE MY DEATH ANNIVERSARY. I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE A BEGGAR? TRYING TO GET JUST A FEW MORE MARKS TO SCRAPE 3.6 FOR CHINESE? LIKE WTF. I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN A 3.6 FOR CHINESE IN MY WHOLE LIFE LA. MY CHINESE MARKS HAVE BEEN SO EASY TO MAINTAIN FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS? IS THIS MY RETRIBUTION FOR UNDERESTIMATING CHINESE? THIS IS A DAMN HUGE BLOW TO MY EGO. MY EGO WHICH HAVE BEEN INFLATED FOR THREE YEARS AND NOW BURST AS THOUGH IT IS WORTH NOTHING. IT HURTS. REALLY. I GUESS NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND THIS PAIN AND HELPLESSNESS. EVERYONE IS TELLING ME TO CHILL AND THAT EVERYONE ELSE IS FACING THE SAME PROBLEM. BUT I DONT WANT TO COMPARE MYSELF WITH OTHERS. I AM CHALLENGING MY OWN ACHIEVEMENTS NOT OTHERS. BUT NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS NOW. NOBODY, PERHAPS EXCEPT JANICE WHO IS IN THE SAME PLIGHT AS ME. I FEEL BATTERED AND TORN. IT ISNT A NICE FEELING. I DREAD CHINESE LIKE I DREAD CATS. SERIOUSLY.

DID I UNDERESTIMATE CHINESE OR DID I UNDERESTIMATE ZHANGSHUIFU'S PETTINESS?

GOODLUCK TO US FOR CHINESE ON THURS.

DONT BE SAD SHERIE. I KNOW THAT WHAT YOU'RE FEELING FOR MATH IS WHAT I AM FEELING FOR CHINESE. JUST THAT I THINK MINES A LOT WORSE THAN URS.

WEIREN I SCREWED EVERYTHING AND I PROBABLY WILL CONTINUE SCREWING THEM UNTIL THE END OF THE YEAR.


my stand.
x5:27 PM


Tuesday, May 09, 2006

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I TOTALLY FLUNKED BIO? ASAKDLSADKALDJALNALFHDAOIFLKA IM DAMN PISSED OFF. I CANNOT MUST NOT SCREW BIO.

NOW I DESTEST DISLIKE HATE BIO. ITS ALL LEETIEN'S FAULT. SHE DIDNT EVEN GO THROUGH THE FORMATIVE WITH US. AND I A BIT THE MADE SUPER LOT OF STUPID MISTAKES LIKE SERIOUSLY. I FORGOT TO LABEL, CHANGED THE CORRECT ANS TO THE WRONG ONE. AND I DUNNO WHT.

THE PUNNETT SQ QUESTION SUCKED THE MOST. WHO THE HELL CARES ABT ALLELES MAN. ITS NOT LIKE IM GNA CALCULATE MY OWN ALLELE RIGHT. FREAK THE WHOLE STUPID TEST PAPER

OKAY SINCE MY BIO IS FUCKED UP I WILL DO WELL FOR CHEM. I PROMISE


my stand.
x4:55 PM


Thursday, May 04, 2006

why do i always think of you when i see a lone star.

thanks for volunteering to help. i love you


my stand.
x6:35 AM


Wednesday, May 03, 2006

KOPPED THIS OFF LEEHOM'S BLOGGIE. i dont know if its his real blog but nvrmind (:

20 Reasons Why I Love You
I love the way you scream at me, every single night
I love the way you wonder if that was our last fight
I love the way you sleep, comfortably upon my arms
I love the way you drift, without and within my charms
I love the way you hug me, with your ear upon my heart
I love the way you kiss me, not even a centimeter apart
I love the way you seduce me, take part in all my dreams
I love the way you make love to me, it’s all I need it seems
I love the way your body swings back and forth in motion
I love the way you say “I love you” with all of your devotion
I love the way your whole body looks, back and to the front
I love the way you care for me when our emotions are too blunt
I love the way you break my heart and repair it once more
I love the way you turn to me and hope I wouldn’t ignore
I love the way you fall within my arms right before you cry
I love the way you look at me and stare at me with those eyes
I love the way you talk to me until you fall asleep
I love the way you listen to those secrets I cannot keep
I love the way you linger on about the simple things
I love the way you give me risks for what your heart might bring

That’s the end of this list, but I’m sure that’s only a few
I just can’t think straight when my mind is always on you
I loved you from the beginning, from the first night we dated
I can’t take it anymore; I loved what your love has created


my stand.
x7:52 PM


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