Tuesday, May 16, 2006
I SCREWED PHYSICS
I PROBABLY SCREWED CHINESE TOO. WHICH IS DAMNED ANNOYING. RAWRRRRRRRRR THURS WILL BE MY DEATH ANNIVERSARY. I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE A BEGGAR? TRYING TO GET JUST A FEW MORE MARKS TO SCRAPE 3.6 FOR CHINESE? LIKE WTF. I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN A 3.6 FOR CHINESE IN MY WHOLE LIFE LA. MY CHINESE MARKS HAVE BEEN SO EASY TO MAINTAIN FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS? IS THIS MY RETRIBUTION FOR UNDERESTIMATING CHINESE? THIS IS A DAMN HUGE BLOW TO MY EGO. MY EGO WHICH HAVE BEEN INFLATED FOR THREE YEARS AND NOW BURST AS THOUGH IT IS WORTH NOTHING. IT HURTS. REALLY. I GUESS NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND THIS PAIN AND HELPLESSNESS. EVERYONE IS TELLING ME TO CHILL AND THAT EVERYONE ELSE IS FACING THE SAME PROBLEM. BUT I DONT WANT TO COMPARE MYSELF WITH OTHERS. I AM CHALLENGING MY OWN ACHIEVEMENTS NOT OTHERS. BUT NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS NOW. NOBODY, PERHAPS EXCEPT JANICE WHO IS IN THE SAME PLIGHT AS ME. I FEEL BATTERED AND TORN. IT ISNT A NICE FEELING. I DREAD CHINESE LIKE I DREAD CATS. SERIOUSLY.
DID I UNDERESTIMATE CHINESE OR DID I UNDERESTIMATE ZHANGSHUIFU'S PETTINESS?
GOODLUCK TO US FOR CHINESE ON THURS.
DONT BE SAD SHERIE. I KNOW THAT WHAT YOU'RE FEELING FOR MATH IS WHAT I AM FEELING FOR CHINESE. JUST THAT I THINK MINES A LOT WORSE THAN URS.
WEIREN I SCREWED EVERYTHING AND I PROBABLY WILL CONTINUE SCREWING THEM UNTIL THE END OF THE YEAR.
my stand.
x5:27 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
I SCREWED PHYSICS
I PROBABLY SCREWED CHINESE TOO. WHICH IS DAMNED ANNOYING. RAWRRRRRRRRR THURS WILL BE MY DEATH ANNIVERSARY. I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE A BEGGAR? TRYING TO GET JUST A FEW MORE MARKS TO SCRAPE 3.6 FOR CHINESE? LIKE WTF. I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN A 3.6 FOR CHINESE IN MY WHOLE LIFE LA. MY CHINESE MARKS HAVE BEEN SO EASY TO MAINTAIN FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS? IS THIS MY RETRIBUTION FOR UNDERESTIMATING CHINESE? THIS IS A DAMN HUGE BLOW TO MY EGO. MY EGO WHICH HAVE BEEN INFLATED FOR THREE YEARS AND NOW BURST AS THOUGH IT IS WORTH NOTHING. IT HURTS. REALLY. I GUESS NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND THIS PAIN AND HELPLESSNESS. EVERYONE IS TELLING ME TO CHILL AND THAT EVERYONE ELSE IS FACING THE SAME PROBLEM. BUT I DONT WANT TO COMPARE MYSELF WITH OTHERS. I AM CHALLENGING MY OWN ACHIEVEMENTS NOT OTHERS. BUT NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS NOW. NOBODY, PERHAPS EXCEPT JANICE WHO IS IN THE SAME PLIGHT AS ME. I FEEL BATTERED AND TORN. IT ISNT A NICE FEELING. I DREAD CHINESE LIKE I DREAD CATS. SERIOUSLY.
DID I UNDERESTIMATE CHINESE OR DID I UNDERESTIMATE ZHANGSHUIFU'S PETTINESS?
GOODLUCK TO US FOR CHINESE ON THURS.
DONT BE SAD SHERIE. I KNOW THAT WHAT YOU'RE FEELING FOR MATH IS WHAT I AM FEELING FOR CHINESE. JUST THAT I THINK MINES A LOT WORSE THAN URS.
WEIREN I SCREWED EVERYTHING AND I PROBABLY WILL CONTINUE SCREWING THEM UNTIL THE END OF THE YEAR.
my stand.
x5:27 PM
