barney is a dinosaur

2006-11-04T14:30:00.000+08:00

MOVED
here

2006-11-04T13:38:00.000+08:00

HELLOHELLO i've just decided to switch my blog to xanga! i realised its so much more photo friendly than blogger which sucks. dedications will be up soon on my new blog when i get it done (:

2006-11-03T15:17:00.000+08:00

omg the pics are damn funny. hahahaha sherietan im sorry! i find your picture too cute to not blog it. HAHA

2006-10-25T15:54:00.000+08:00

hehehe i think guys who stand outside lingerie departments in shopping centres are really sad and those who choose bras with their girlfriends/wives are sadder. hahah actually i sort of pity them cos i saw like a row of men standing outside the lingerie department (one digging his nose really digustingly) when i went to OG with my mum yesterday.

chinese Os are next week. i havent started studying yet. how smart of me. blehh.

and i wanna go malaysia for a shopping trip! hahaha but first i need like a job. xD

2006-10-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

i hate people who start forest fires. the haze is totally killing me. my eyes are hurting and i cant breathe properly AND that leaves me in a bad mood. the PSI is like 143 currently? exceeding the healthy range by quite a lot i think. RAHHH

i got my adidas superstars today. maybe it was a last ditch attempt by my mum to cheer me up after chinese. but i didnt feel very excited about it. shrugs

2006-10-06T14:41:00.000+08:00

it just occured to me that sec 2 year was the best year that i ever had. i had you, i had my magic touch for chinese, it felt like i had the whole world then.

now that you're no longer here, my chinese seems to have gone with you. i wanted to tell myself those two aren't linked. i told myself i would regain all the inspiration that i had for zuowens. i told myself i could ace chinese without you.

2006-10-03T17:03:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG ZHENGYUANCHANG IS FREAKING SHUAI AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HOTHOTHOT. HAHHAA I SAW A HOT GUY ON THE BUS ON THE WAY TO SCH TODAY! HOW COOL'S THAT

okay after the high comes the low. MY ENGLISH SUCKS. I SWEAR I'LL MEMORISE THE WHOLE OXFORD DICTIONARY DURING THIS HOLS. I HOPEHOPEHOPE I DONT HAFTA GO FOR THE PLACEMENT TEST SHIT.

AND MY SS? I KNEW I'D GET 13/15 INSTEAD OF TH 14 THAT I WANTED. I KNEW IT. SHITIFIED

OKAY MY BIO WAS ALRIGHT. BUTBUTBUT IT HAS TO COMPENSATE FOR MY CHEM WHICH IS ON THE VERGE OF FAILURE. COS I DIDNT FINISH MY SPA AND I STUDIED FOR BIO THE DAY BEFORE CHEM TEST? WTF

2006-10-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

im bugging charlene to send me photos now! wahaha i feel like a pest bugging everyone. WHERES SHERIETAN! i demand photos. haha

today is a slack day. i slept at 2 am cos i was watching it started with a kiss on youtube. zhengyuanchang is damn cute. thanks bernadetti lynetter chen for giving me the url for all the videos (:

someone's cooking now i dont know who. haha but i smell fried rice. the temptation! hahaha i will survive. im gonna go out with janice arie elita tmr. yay! we're going bugis i think. prom dress shopping, time to think of a budget for tmr. if not i'll blow all my money in one day.

hahah going to bugis reminds me of weiren cos i pangseh-ed her the last time we're supposed to go. but hey its not my fault alright, i had a medical appointment to keep. haha

2006-10-01T07:49:00.000+08:00

CLASS DINNER!
i think i'll really miss everyone loads next year. the two years of mugging, laughing, playing, fooling around in 403 have been so funnnn (: time flies. four years have suddenly flew past leaving me surrounded in the dust in its wake.

2006-09-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

OMG EVERYBODY GO READ MY SISTER'S KEEPER BY JODI PICOULT NOW NOW NOW.

I DIDNT EXPECT THE ENDING TO BE SO SAD. BUT TO THINK ABOUT IT, THE AUTHOR WOULD BE QUITE A FAILURE IF I HAD GUESSED THE ENDING RIGHT FROM THE START. I DONT KNOW WHY WHEN I NEARED THE END OF THE BOOK MY TEARS JUST STARTED FALLIN OUT FOR NO REASON? LADAFIOASFHAFUIAUIOPAF

ASTROPHYSICS TMR!

2006-09-27T12:32:00.000+08:00

i went national library with weiren yesterday. on the way home. there were these guys following behind me but i didnt really take notice of them. when i had almost reached the mrt, one of them suddenly came up, nudged me, held out his phone and was like excuse me, give me your phone number. it was a command not a request. i had this wth face and when i looked at him, he was like only a little taller than me. like how tall am i? to be just a little taller than me is really sad. obviously i rejected and he shouted to his friends, wah dont want leh (in chinese though) and kept taunting me until i turned back and shouted bastard. and it didnt help that i was in school uniform.

BENGS ARE THE SCUM OF THE EARTH. HOW ANNOYING POOOOEY WASTE MY ENERGY SHOUTING LA

oh and im sick ):

2006-09-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

IM A BIG FAT WHALE XD

2006-09-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

RARRRRRR WATER RETENTION. I HATE THAT. MAKES ME SEEM SO FAT.

had netball practice today. i played like a disaster as usual but we beat 409 and 402. EVEN WITHOUT THE TWINS AND JANELLE AND FARINA (:

having prac again tmr. i dont wanna wake up early omg. 7.30 am is torture.

i hope i dont get some really loser option like ASTROPHYSICS?

2006-09-05T19:44:00.000+08:00

YES MAM! I'LL HAVE LONGER POSTS.

OMGOMGOMG I CANT BELIEVE IM STILL NOT OVER CHEESY TAIWANESE DRAMAS. HAHAHAHA ITS EXCUSABLE OKAY. AT LEAST THERES EYECANDY. FERNANDO, ARTZ AND RICHIE. OMGOMGOMG HOW SHUAI CAN THEY GET. HAHAHAHA. SHIT IM DAMN HIGH NOW.
183'S NEW SONG ROCKS. ONE UMBRELLA. WOOOOOTS.

okay now im on to a less exciting topic. RARRR. i had this weird dream last night that i went to jc and failed my A levels. HOW SADDDDD. i dont wanna go jc, neither do i wanna stay in rg. to me, jc is like some inevitable disaster thats about to happen. i dont know why but it just seems like that to me.

NEXT WEEK WE'RE GETTING BACK OUR TEST PAPERS. SHITSHITSHITSHIT. IT DESERVES MORE SHITS BUT IM JUST TO LAZY TO TYPE THEM OUT. HAHAHHA ANYWAY I HAVE THIS STUPID PREDICTION THAT I WONT DO VERY WELL FOR THE SCIENCES WHICH IS BADDD.

I NEED MORE MONEY ):

2006-09-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

WISHLIST:

ADIDAS PURPLE GLITTER SUPERSTAR SNEAKERS
ORANGE ADIDAS JACKET
SONY CYBERSHOT THE PINK ONE!

I'LL MARRY THE PERSON WHO GETS ME EVERYTHING. HAHAHA

2006-08-23T11:28:00.000+08:00

EOYS SUCK. ALL MY HAIR'S GONNA DROP OFF

I SCREWED CHEM

2006-07-31T15:22:00.000+08:00

Pickup: Do you want to get out of here? Slam: As long as you promise not to come with me.

Pickup: Havent I seen you someplace before?Slam: Yeah, thats why I don't go there anymore.

Pickup: Hey baby, can I buy you a drink? Slam: Ummm, can I just have the money?

Pickup: Hey baby, what's your sign? Slam: Do not Enter.

Pickup: Hey, baby, did it hurt when you fell from heaven? Slam: No, was the elevator ride from Hell very long?

Pickup: Is this seat empty?Slam: Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down.

Pickup: What's it like being the most beautiful girl in the bar?Slam: Whats it like being the biggest idiot in the world?

Pickup: Where have you been all my life? Slam: I don't know, but I wish I were still there.

Guy: Did the gates of heaven open up? Because I think I see an Angel. Girl: Did the Zoo gates open up? Because I think I see a gorilla.

Pickup: I would go to the end of the world for you. Slam: Yes, but would you stay there?

2006-07-31T15:01:00.000+08:00

something that happened today sparked me to have an intellectual post.

are humans born with insatiable greed? in the pursuit of, well, good grades and stuff, are they neglecting people around them? or are they desperate enough to resort to certain means to get whatever they want?

what's the point of achieving 4.0 gpa, after which you realise that you've in fact disappointed people along the way?

i've finally realised that the higher you climb, the more afraid you will be to slip and fall.

2006-07-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

WAHAHHA my diet plan was kinda successful today 'cause we played netball during recess instead of eating!

diediedie height and weight on mon. i hope im like 46 or below xD

2006-07-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

i hate it when my trust is abused.

this is disappointing

2006-07-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

will blog about kbox and rhd comp tmr!

getting tired now RAHHHH

2006-07-13T20:23:00.000+08:00

im gonna marry a footballer with abs and money xD wahahaha and not the swimmer elaine assigned me to. RAHH

2006-06-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

the june holidays passed too fast for my liking RAWRRR. back to school. already, i can feel the heat of the pressure building up. there is a math test this fri and my ss test is tmr. i think i might need to sacrifice one over the other. ss might end up being the sacrificial lamb. whoops.

spain vs france tmr morning. i'd probably wake up at 3am to watch. i just hope it doesnt affect my ss test.

GO SPAIN! RAHRAHRAH

i wanna go on a holiday. like far far away from singapore. now my greatest wish is to go on a long europe tour WAHAHAHA. i love italy, spain, turkey etc (:

i shall blog about my bangkok and kota tinggi trip when i have the time!

2006-06-10T09:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KLOSE!

This is the start of a month's world cup campaign. Haha. Germany had a beautiful game this morning! They were up against Costa Rica. When the final whistle blew, the score was 4-2! Overall the game was relatively exciting with 6 goals in total. Klose, the man of the match, struck twice in the 17th and 61st minute. Philipp Lahm, my new idol (hehe), scored in the 6th minute. Nearing the end of the game, at the 87th minute Frings struck from far to give the Germans a comfortable 4-2 victory.

I think Lahm put up a really good performance (: I think his first goal really brought up the spirits of the german team. The first goal was WHOA. It curled nicely into the net from the corner of the box. OMG i was quite stunned by the beauty of that goal.

Tonight England vs Paraguay! I do hope england wins. Paraguay is not a team to be trifled with. I believe they have the potential to cause upsets. SO england must buck up and beat them! I look forward to watching england in action after 4 years.

2006-06-08T09:58:00.000+08:00

8th of june! hols has been more than a week. hahaha

im like hooked on to this jap drama on youtube. i watched it 6 years ago. HEHE that was very long ago. anyway its by fukada kyoko and takeshi kaneshiro. i cant believe that i actually cried. hahah its DAMN NICE. and sad too ):

im starting to get hooked on different dramas on youtube. how annoying. my comp is gonna blow up or smth one day. whoops and it'll all be youtube's fault. NOT MINE. xD

2006-05-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

BECAUSE YOU'RE MY PRINCESS!!

2006-05-26T17:27:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HAVE A FEELING THAT IM GONNA DIE OF HAPPINESS. MY HEART IS GONNA BURST OF HAPPINESS. I NEVER THOUGHT THIS FEELING WAS REAL. I ONCE DOUBTED IF ANYONE REALLY FELT SO HAPPY BEFORE.

DAMSEL IN DISTRESS HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. IM SO HIGH NOW. MAYBE CHOCOLATES REALLY MAKE YOU FALL IN LOVE.

I LOVEEEEE YOUU. OMIGOSH. SERIOUSLY

2006-05-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

MY CHINESE IS ROTTEN JUST LIKE ZHANGSHUIFU IS ROTTEN

FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

I HOPE NO ONE READS MY BLOG. ITS TOO VULGAR. BUT IM SORRY I CANT HELP IT. NOBODY KNOWS WHAT A HUGE BLOW THIS IS TO ME

2006-05-17T14:53:00.000+08:00

i didnt do very badly for FPS. well at least better than i expected.

told you i was futuristic. HAHAHA that was quite random

im sick ): aldkamdalkafnalnlasf

2006-05-16T17:27:00.000+08:00

I SCREWED PHYSICS

I PROBABLY SCREWED CHINESE TOO. WHICH IS DAMNED ANNOYING. RAWRRRRRRRRR THURS WILL BE MY DEATH ANNIVERSARY. I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE A BEGGAR? TRYING TO GET JUST A FEW MORE MARKS TO SCRAPE 3.6 FOR CHINESE? LIKE WTF. I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN A 3.6 FOR CHINESE IN MY WHOLE LIFE LA. MY CHINESE MARKS HAVE BEEN SO EASY TO MAINTAIN FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS? IS THIS MY RETRIBUTION FOR UNDERESTIMATING CHINESE? THIS IS A DAMN HUGE BLOW TO MY EGO. MY EGO WHICH HAVE BEEN INFLATED FOR THREE YEARS AND NOW BURST AS THOUGH IT IS WORTH NOTHING. IT HURTS. REALLY. I GUESS NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND THIS PAIN AND HELPLESSNESS. EVERYONE IS TELLING ME TO CHILL AND THAT EVERYONE ELSE IS FACING THE SAME PROBLEM. BUT I DONT WANT TO COMPARE MYSELF WITH OTHERS. I AM CHALLENGING MY OWN ACHIEVEMENTS NOT OTHERS. BUT NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS NOW. NOBODY, PERHAPS EXCEPT JANICE WHO IS IN THE SAME PLIGHT AS ME. I FEEL BATTERED AND TORN. IT ISNT A NICE FEELING. I DREAD CHINESE LIKE I DREAD CATS. SERIOUSLY.

DID I UNDERESTIMATE CHINESE OR DID I UNDERESTIMATE ZHANGSHUIFU'S PETTINESS?

GOODLUCK TO US FOR CHINESE ON THURS.

DONT BE SAD SHERIE. I KNOW THAT WHAT YOU'RE FEELING FOR MATH IS WHAT I AM FEELING FOR CHINESE. JUST THAT I THINK MINES A LOT WORSE THAN URS.

WEIREN I SCREWED EVERYTHING AND I PROBABLY WILL CONTINUE SCREWING THEM UNTIL THE END OF THE YEAR.

2006-05-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I TOTALLY FLUNKED BIO? ASAKDLSADKALDJALNALFHDAOIFLKA IM DAMN PISSED OFF. I CANNOT MUST NOT SCREW BIO.

NOW I DESTEST DISLIKE HATE BIO. ITS ALL LEETIEN'S FAULT. SHE DIDNT EVEN GO THROUGH THE FORMATIVE WITH US. AND I A BIT THE MADE SUPER LOT OF STUPID MISTAKES LIKE SERIOUSLY. I FORGOT TO LABEL, CHANGED THE CORRECT ANS TO THE WRONG ONE. AND I DUNNO WHT.

THE PUNNETT SQ QUESTION SUCKED THE MOST. WHO THE HELL CARES ABT ALLELES MAN. ITS NOT LIKE IM GNA CALCULATE MY OWN ALLELE RIGHT. FREAK THE WHOLE STUPID TEST PAPER

OKAY SINCE MY BIO IS FUCKED UP I WILL DO WELL FOR CHEM. I PROMISE

2006-05-04T06:35:00.000+08:00

why do i always think of you when i see a lone star.

thanks for volunteering to help. i love you

2006-05-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

KOPPED THIS OFF LEEHOM'S BLOGGIE. i dont know if its his real blog but nvrmind (:

20 Reasons Why I Love You
I love the way you scream at me, every single night
I love the way you wonder if that was our last fight
I love the way you sleep, comfortably upon my arms
I love the way you drift, without and within my charms
I love the way you hug me, with your ear upon my heart
I love the way you kiss me, not even a centimeter apart
I love the way you seduce me, take part in all my dreams
I love the way you make love to me, it’s all I need it seems
I love the way your body swings back and forth in motion
I love the way you say “I love you” with all of your devotion
I love the way your whole body looks, back and to the front
I love the way you care for me when our emotions are too blunt
I love the way you break my heart and repair it once more
I love the way you turn to me and hope I wouldn’t ignore
I love the way you fall within my arms right before you cry
I love the way you look at me and stare at me with those eyes
I love the way you talk to me until you fall asleep
I love the way you listen to those secrets I cannot keep
I love the way you linger on about the simple things
I love the way you give me risks for what your heart might bring

That’s the end of this list, but I’m sure that’s only a few
I just can’t think straight when my mind is always on you
I loved you from the beginning, from the first night we dated
I can’t take it anymore; I loved what your love has created

2006-04-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

i know you wouldn't want anyone to take your place. i lost the right to love.

2006-04-23T08:57:00.000+08:00

my shopping trip yesterday was annoying. i saw a lot a lot of things that i wanted to buy. okay i admit. i wanted to buy almost anything i saw. whoopeedoo. now my wishlist is getting longer and not shorter ): i wanna be rich can. i shall list some of things i saw and im too broke to buy

white adidas sneaker with a gold adidas logo/ adicolour sneakers -graffiti time!-
baby blue billabong top
nike top
77th street denim skirt
converse world cup netherlands/england/italy bag (i like all three)

but i did buy something! hahaha after the demoralising "cannot buy" list. i bought a black jacket at 77th street. the white one looks princessy but the branch at bugis didnt have the white one. hahahha so i got the black. the salesperson was like: the shiny bits on the jacket are best for clubbing. HAHAHHA do i look like the clubbing type? woots

2006-04-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

i know ure computer was programmed to send me a birthday e-card every year. since you've gone, i dont know whether its still there. it seems so ironic i dont want anything to trigger our memories but i still check my email every minute because receiving a birthday ecard will be just like you were still here, like you've never been gone.

HAPPY BURFDAY TO ME. i do hope its happy although i dont really think it's gna be a nice day for me.

2006-04-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

i think im probably at the lowest point of my life now. the feeling is just like im stuck in a toilet bowl and i cant get out no matter how hard i try. the feeling of defeat stings. it hurts a great deal and im lost. i lost sense of direction in my life. the feeling that once propelled me to do well for chinese is lost to me. probably forever. my confidence in chinese was not natural. before i started doing well for chinese, i was just like any other person, struggling with my chinese marks. this very confidence took me more than 5 years to build up but it took one term to destroy. i dont think i'll be able to find my confidence ever again. all i can hope is that i'd do reasonably well for my HCL o lvls. its not much to hope for, is it?

2006-04-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

why cant i post in cheena

2006-03-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

it was like a slap in my face

2006-03-20T10:31:00.000+08:00

currently suffering from tioman withdrawal symptoms ):

2006-03-18T08:35:00.000+08:00

i know why i loved tioman but DAMNED im not gonna admit it.

it has been 7 months since you left.

tioman reflections

2006-03-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

I think I'll always remember pulau tioman as the place which cultivated my love for marine life. It's the place where I first held a snake, where I first snorkeled, where I first saw what I thought I'll only see on discovery channel. It was the first time that I realised I could actually bear cats which are stationary but in close proximity. This was a trip of discovery, not only about marine life, flora and fauna, but also about myself. It has been a really enriching trip and I already look forward to stepping on the shores of tioman again. Tioman brought me really close to the environment, opened my eyes up to many things I would never ever see in my entire life if I had not gone for this trip. I learned to be observant about my surroundings. I believe that this situational awareness would help me scale greater heights in my future journeys.
On the last day, when we had our final trek to the turtle sanctuary, Cheryl mentioned that the Malaysian government had plans to bomb the headland near the jurassic park-like forest to build a runway for jumbo jets so as to develop Tioman into a super tourist attraction like Langkawi. That was the part where the turtle sanctuary was, the place where the water and sand were the cleanest and most beautiful, and the place where my wonderful swing was. It was really dismaying to hear that the government had already sent people down to tioman to survey the area and make further plans for the runway. I think something they forgot to consider was that without the beautiful coral reefs which provide homes for many many sea organisms, it would be detrimental to the tourism of the tioman. The island should be left alone as it is and definitely should not be commercialised. The natural beauty of the place was the main attraction of the entire place. Nothing, not even a superb runway can take the place of the coral reefs which I have come to love. Nature does not belong to us, humans. We are just a species among millions living on the earth. Every single organism has its own right to live and we should not take things into our own hands and lord our power over all other species to deprive them of their right to survive in this world. Yes, we definitely do have better clockworks in our brains, therefore we should know better than to exploit the environment for our own selfish needs and gains. We should treat everything that nature offers us respectfully, acknowledging the fact that we do not own the planet.
I want to go for the same trip next year and I really really hope that the diversity of the marine life near the island would stay intact as I dont wish to see concrete replacing the colours of the sea.
I miss hearing the sound of the sea as I fall asleep, I miss the sitting by the beach observing squirrels running on tree branches at 6am in the morning, I miss the morning walks, I miss patrick's nagging at me to eat dinner, I miss sitting at the tip of the boat, I miss dipping in the rock pool and getting freezing cold, I miss nemo, I miss the beautiful corals beneath the water surface, I miss cheryl and gert, I miss mrs fahy, I miss the furry cute sea cucumbers, I miss my barnacle group mates, I miss getting dirty and wet in the mangrove, I even miss seeing the cats running around the island, I miss eating ramly burger and ice kachang everyday and most of all, I miss the one of the colours of the sea that we named barney. Its our colour. I dont think I will forget that colour for very very long.
I love Tioman. I really do.

2006-03-16T11:31:00.000+08:00

our jurassic park tree. wahahaha it was found in the rainforest that we trekked through. NICE! gert and cheryl were our instructors (:

2006-03-16T11:18:00.000+08:00

We left our print in the sand <3 the other was the perfect view from outside the resort (:

2006-03-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

TIOMAN ROCKED!
hahah i just stepped foot into my house and im blogging. I HAVENT BATHED YET. so i stink (:
i shall do a day by day account of our amazing trip.

FIRST DAY:
we kinda reached school really early. we were supposed to meet at 6.15am in the foyer and i thought i would be one of the earliest at 6am. hahaha but i wasnt. there were already quite a number of people filling out white cards there. we took the bus for around 4 hours or so and went on to take the ferry. at the store at the jetty, patrick said the tongkat ali drink was for guys when they had cramps WHICH WAS OBVIOUSLY NOT. hahah tongkat ali is some kind of aphrodisiac(is it spelt this way?). the view at the top of the ferry was really spectacular. the wind was so strong, it made my hair whip my face real hard. ouch. we could see the big blue sea and the colgate white foam that was caused by the ferry. VERY VERY NICE. we had lunch at paya beach resort where we stayed and the place was nice. but this conclusion came before i saw the cats. after lunch we tried snorkeling. gert and cheryl were our instructors. it was quite fun except for the part when my goggles got kicked off by someone and sea water rushed into my eyes. that was painful ): the coral reefs were so nice. they looked like the kind that i could only admire on tv and nowhere else. dinner was when all the cats came out and i refused to step outta ma room. hahha patrick had to get me come out.

SECOND DAY:
umm i had nightmares about cats the whole night so i woke up at 3am i think. breakfast was nice cos there werent any cats yet. i finally realised that the earlier i woke up for breakfast, the less cats are there (: we went snorkeling the whole day at tulai island IT WAS WONDERFUL. i saw so many different kinds of fishes including nemo (: the clownfish. lalala. i held my breath and went down to touch the soft corals. they felt slimy but was quite nice to touch la. hahah. we spotted a freshly moulted crabby too. the moult was super cool. and the crab still had a soft shell. SOFT SHELL CRAB YUMMY whoops. lunch was nice cos we were one of the first people to get onto the shore and we chopped a shady nice spot to eat and look at the sea. when we finally finished snorkelling, we went to the marine park where we got to feed the fishes while we swam with them . NICE. ehhh i downed two nice nice chocolate ice cream too (: oh yeah i got a nasty huge cut on my back when i sat on a broken chair and it sort of crumbled. whoops. did i mention i was celebrating man utd's victory over newcastle too?

THIRD DAY:
i was sitting by the sea early in the morning observing squirrels when patrick came oustt and we went for a walk with yao ying and another girl whose name i dont know. whoops. we took pictures of pretty morning glory flowers. at around 9, we went for the rainforest trek which was irritating cos we had to do all sorts of surveys and the route was hard to trek. huge boulders and fallen tree trunks blocked our way and we had to climb our way up. we rotated instructors throughout and got a different one for each station. we measured the diameter of trees, maturity index of trees, used trigo to calculate height of trees and did the soil analysis. hahah the coming down part wasnt easier at all. my legs were wobbling. cos i think my muscles were overstretched or something. the weather was freaking hot that day. we were roasting when we walked back to the jetty to take the boat. we saw schools of fishes too. HUGE SCHOOLS. oh and i sat at the tip of the boat. hahaha the one gert was sitting on on the first day. nice! i could see the stuff in the sea. but we didnt see any dolphins ):

FOURTH DAY:
we basically did sea shore survey and mangrove surveys which were not very interesting. BUT we went to the rock pool during our free time in the evening and it was amazing. the water pressure felt like jacuzzi. a cold one though. i didnt dare to go in la. it was freezing. the water made my hair smoother (: we had the mangrove night walk after that and i actually touched and held a snake's body. it was the dog faced water snake. patrick was supposed to take a pic for me la. but his shutter screwed up or sth and i had to hold the snake for super long to wait for him. my heartbeat went crazy cos the snake was quite gross to hold. i hate its tail. GROSS. we had bonfire after that. HAHAH our performance item was crap. we improvised on the fact that bridget told us that barnacles WHICH IS OUR GROUP NAME had penises 7 time longer than their body. so we kinda performed that and embarrassed ourselves.
our song lyrics:
to the tune of barney:
barney is a dinosaur from our imagination
barnacles are sea creatures that crawl along the edges

to the tune of i love you:
i cling here, you cling there
we are clinging everywhere
with a careless kick and an occasional brush
no more clinging barnacles

we were all super high that night. slpt at 1 plus. hahah

LAST DAY:
i was feeling super sad. i didnt wanna leave that beautiful place. we went to the turtle sanctuary where there was a super cool swing. it swung towards the sea. so if i had let go, i'd have flown into the sea. patrick took a pic for me and nic on the swing. hahah NICE SWING! i miss my childhood. we gave cheryl milk mentos and lollipop as presents. milk for her to grow taller. hahha. we gave gert tongkat ali drink mentos and lollipop. HAHAH that was hilarious.

BYE TIOMAN I'LL MISS YOU! I'LL MISS THE RAMLY BURGER, THE ICE KACHANG, THE RUNNING AWAY FROM CATS, THE STUPID JOKES WE CRACKED, MY BUNKMATES AND THE SOUND OF THE SEA AS I SLEEP.

im gna go back next year . i dont care (:

2006-03-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

i relish the comfort of knowing that no one reads my blog.

2006-02-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

I HATE PROBABILITY.

2006-02-12T07:52:00.000+08:00

doing math proposal at nic's house today (:

yesterday was an irritating day

2006-02-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

BRYAN OF WEST GRAND BOULEVARD IS DAMN HOT. -SIZZLES-
hes totally like nice? hahha i took pictures with him twice (: AHHHHHHHHHH

2006-02-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

I NEED TER FIND AN EFFECTIVE WAY TO LOSE WEIGHT ): I DONT WANNA GET FAT.

we bought this damn cool shirt for chanweihao. it says: your daughter is in good hands. HAHHA we dont know if he'll wear it or not but shrugs.

today was a damn useless day. lalala we did nothing but slack the whole day (:

2006-02-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

BOO! HAPPY BURFDAY CHANWEIHAO THE LOSER! ITS YOUR 16TH YEAR IRRITATING PEOPLE. WAHAHAH. DONT WORRY WE'LL GET YOU STH SPAS

no one was in the mood to listen during lessons today. FIRST DAY AFTER CNY BREAK. wth cny seemed to zoom pass us. PLUS i didnt get fat after all the cny bingeing and stuff like that. i ate like 3 containers full of pineapple tarts and 1 kg of chilli bak kwa. my mum helpfully told me that the bak kwa was soaked in chilli oil?! after i finished the whole thing. i was like thanks mum. nvm im currently having a uber uber high metabolism rate. so even after eating all those crap, i still lost weight. dont ask me why. theres something wrong with me these days. i ate loads of nuggets too!

i spent half of my cny break gambling. HAHAH what started out from 10 cents 20 cents became like 2 bucks. my luck was damn good on tues. i got triple 7 in blackjack, which meant that the banker had to pay me 7 times of my bet which was 2 bucks. 14 bucks in total <33

whoo i love cny. its a time to pig out and get money!! lalala sherie said malaysians have hol until next mon or sth liddat. how unfair can governments get?

BYE BYE

2006-01-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

we were like romeo and juliet. i just forgot that they never got to be together ):

2006-01-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

this marks my first cny without you

2006-01-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

HONEYHONEY (: its a damn retarded song.

HAPPY CNY! the hol break is passing too fast for my liking

2006-01-28T05:01:00.000+08:00

dont ask me why am i up at 5 am in the morning on a no school day but i just am. we had cny celebrations yesterday. it was basically a fun day except for the celebration part which was super duper boring. me and arie were like stoning through the whole performances stuff and spent our time counting down. aft sch i went out with arie, elaine, janny, yukin and janice. most of them had to leave soon and only me janny arie were left. lalala i went pepper lunch with them and i had to sit there the whole time being painfully tortured while they slowly ate their nice nice food. i was so proud of maself because i ate only a black pepper sausage for lunch. YAY

we went to the crumpler boutique to ask them when the new models will be coming. the people said between march to june which is like a damn long time away. -.- greedy arie wants her bag now. like NOW. hahahha

i realised Wh has nice skirts!! janny got so fascinated by the tee which said "you daughter is in good hands" HAHAHA isnt that annoying. i left at about 1.15 to meet my mommy. hahha didnt do anything really fun the rest of the day. i was carrying like 3 1.5 litres bottles of soft drinks? nearly killed my arms. cny is not a fun time! you get fat and theres lotsa stuff to do

MY CEREAL'S GONE AGAIN

2006-01-25T19:40:00.000+08:00

i wanna go cambodia build houses with nic! we're the best CIP partners. muahahaha. but the problem is, i dont think my parents will lemme go. they'll probably think that i'll get myself eaten by some huge tiger or kena blasted by some landmine. -.- i hope they will -cross my fingers- i've decided to ask them only after i've gotten all the details. lalala

2006-01-24T19:21:00.000+08:00

i was the one who caused all that to happen. if i didnt ask you to leave, tragedy would not have struck. i lost you. i lost everything, including my right to love. i'd never love again. thats my promise to you.

I HAD A BAD DAY WITH BEANIE

2006-01-24T18:27:00.000+08:00

beanie seriously hates me now. it did'nt help that she was pms-ing today. i totally fought her right in front of the entire class. (: IM PROUD OF MASELF.

me and nic submitted our forms for the tioman island trip. <33 i realleh realleh wanna go. patrick said not a lot of people signed up yet. SO we have a high chance of going! we're trying to kidnap fareen there too! me and nic can kop the king size bed in the room and we'll make fareen slp in the toilet. HA. i hope there're really no cats there. i'd scream until someone saves me.

i ate loads today. my cereal which was meant for errr recess? was finished in the first block. thanks to the twins and everyone else. i dont think azahar really cared because i sort of saw him see us eating. whoops is that sentence understandable? anyways we watched gross videos during bio. its abt reproduction what u'd expect? others say its gna get worse though. it killed my appetite for lunch. a good thing (:

tmr, im going shopping for food! like cereals. wahahha the honey bunches of oats is still at a special price. YAY. i wanna kop like 4 boxes home and it can last me for at least a mth. because i eat cereal like 3 times a day. so it runs out a bit the fast onleh.

2006-01-23T17:16:00.000+08:00

I BOUGHT MY NICE NICE CEREAL (: yay its the strawberry honey bunches of oats. i totally pigged out right from the moment I reached home. WHOOPS. i ate like two slices of large pizza (hawaiian pizza yumms), ate cereal, ate an apple, downed a hugee cup of chocolate milk and im still eating hazelnut chocolate now. i dont wanna care about my weight anymore. its a nuisance having to watch my diet every minute of the day. since cny's coming, i might as well pig out now and diet after cny .

TODAYTODAYTODAY we had our most boring day in the entire week. it sucked. plus limbe is picking on me nowadays. SO when my belt was totally at my waist and UNBOOKABLE see this U-N-B-O-O-K-A-B-L-E, she came over to me and warned me that she'll book me if she sees my belt like that again. IM LIKE WTF. there was a whole row of people with belts so much lower than mine? HELLOOO. why am i the only one getting scolded? TMD.

anyways theres the tioman island trip! i realleh hope i get to go. nic's gonna go with me. HAHHA if we dont make it or sth. we'll force patrick to let us go. we get to go snorkelling with the fishy fishes there YAY if we get to go -.- and and jieshi said it rocked. but theres a prerequisite which is: be able to remain composed during snake / lizard encounters. heh i'd probably be unable to move and stand there rooted to the ground until someone saves me.

THREE MORE DAYS TO CNY CELEBRATIONS (:

2006-01-07T11:20:00.000+08:00

four days of school has passed! This is something to rejoice about. HAHHA I want my holidays backkk -stamps foot- The most interesting thing that happened in this entire week is probably physics lesson. Our new physics teacher is seriously the cutest and most retarded physics teacher I have ever seen in my entire life. He is super enthu about the subject and he acts like he crushes the Lord Kelvin who invented something gotta do with temperature (i forgot wht). But hey, at least everyone managed to stay awake. YES INCLUDING ME. who was sitting right at the back of the class. What a remarkable feat!

So now, im like celebrating my first saturday of the term!!!! Its the best day I've had all week except for the fact that my mum's being a bitch. Apart from this, my sat is going great (:

I think im gonna get a crumpler real soon. But it seems like the whole world has it now. So my choice of colours are like limited. Susanta wants purple, rann wants red, renn has orange. So basically im left with green, blue, black, all the nobody-wants colours. But green is bright and pretty. Probably gonna get it. BUTBUT the problem now is i'll be broke once i buy it.

Training nowadays consist of randori everytime. And its the super long kind of randori e.g. 2 hours?! And on the days that doesnt have randori, we have PT, which is equally bad, but i like it more (: rann and me would always stick together during randori AHAHA and refuse to let anyone else partner us, with only the occasional switch with nice people who wont throw us hard. we are total geniuses.

this is the first long post that i've created in like almost 3 months. I am totally feeling proud of myself. arent u? WAAHAHA

2006-01-03T22:13:00.001+08:00

I WANT MY PHONE BACKKK. MY EZLINK IS SPOILT TOO ):

AND MY MUM'S BEING A BITCH

2006-01-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

why am i in sec 4?

2005-11-11T08:11:00.000+08:00

i blogged!

2005-10-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

just wanna let everyone know i havent died :)

2005-10-12T18:39:00.000+08:00

my world stopped revolving since you left

2005-09-27T19:49:00.000+08:00

I BLOGGED LALALA

2005-09-22T18:55:00.000+08:00

I FINSHED PHYSICS PT.

I LOVE RENN! WAHHAHA

2005-09-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

I ACTUALLY PASSED MY MATHS TEST. -SOMEONE PINCH ME- WAHHAHAHA I STILL CANT BELIEVE THIS. I THOUGHT I'D GET LIKE 17 OUTTA 40. BUT I DIDNT! SO IM FEELING HIGH NOW. IS MY POST INCOHERENT? WHOOPS

2005-09-17T09:08:00.000+08:00

INTERHOUSE BOWLING wahahhaha it was fun! we got 2nd and 3rd yay! me bixue jieshi and janice were like super maluated cos we were qte lousy. WHOOPS budden we had zaiided people like aiqing in hadley hahah their scores managed to save our loser scores :)

2005-09-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

ohnono geks u lousy pokk why're u failing every sub

2005-09-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

OMIGOSH. this was my first reaction when i saw the ss qn. darn it. i studied so hard for tht blardy test and in the end the qn is S-I-M-P-L-E. as in the qn is simple but the way i wrote it? hahahah its a gone case.

im supp to be studying fer physics now. but rann says its an angel compared to the previous test. SO. my subconscious mind is preventing me from studying right now. i bet everyone else is mugging like shit tho.

I NEED A REST. i havent had a proper rest since god knows when. not when there are like so many darned things to do and be responsible for. sometimes i really think responsibility is the worst thing anyone can get. HEH no wonder i dont have any. WHOOPS. except the stupid job of a geog rep -.-

2005-09-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

why am i blogging when im supp to be studying? WHOOPS

2005-09-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

WAHAHHA i havent blogged fer exactly one week. ONE WEEK AGO, THE JAP GUYS WERE STILL HERE hahahah woots no more eye candy during trng -.-

ITS HOLS NOW. but i feel sluggish and stonish PLUS i hafta wake up early tmr for trng =( bahhhh can i have one more week of hol?

theres grading this sat! im gna be transformed from a lowly white belt (heh) to a teenyweeny bit less lowly yellow belt. im not gna fail it! valerie said they print ur certs before hand. HAHAHAH SO THEY CANT FAIL ME! nehnehnipoopoo

i think the china judo trip's gna get cancelled. only like a few are interested in it?

EH either carrot or rebecca said we'd hafta climb mountain as morning pt. ahaha better NOT go.

my daddy brought my family to this super high class (okay i think its high class cos its like on the 37th floor and u can see the whole singapore there HEH) dimsum restaurant at Pan Pacific Hotel. i was totally stuffing my face with food despite my diet plan ): but the food rocks pls. its like a thousand times betta than mum's cooking WHOOPS SHHHH.

I CLEVERLY LEFT MY SS TEXTBOOK IN SCH BEFORE HOLS CAN. dfasgnusgh im gna flunk both ss and physics boohoohooooooo

hahha tmr is always the busiest day of the week!

2005-08-31T19:30:00.000+08:00

this is gna be a looong looong post. i havent blogged for darned long thts why. WOOTS

anyway I SCREWED ORALS. wtf la the toady tcher was totally stoning at me and her face which was alr black when i went in, became blacker and blacker by the minute. i PANICKED and STONED at her aft describing three bars in the graph WTH LA. i dint even give conclusion pls. WA LAU. boohoohoo

the next day, I FLUNKED MY MATHS TEST. stupid pey. she SUCKS. believe me. she ponned lesson one day before the maths test and we cldnt ask her qns. -.-

OKAY later in the day aft i flunked my pathetic maths test, i went trng and saw the jap SHUAI GES tht june and val were telling me abt. they look quite okay. but the fudao's short! hes cute though. look a bit like linjunjie JJ! heh woots susanta was crazy over bugu and there was this danye guy who looked quite decent except for his acne. WHOOPS okay i sound despo. but anyway i dint crush them like june etc did. HAHHA

then today, i was planning to go trng. but my muscle ache worsened throughout the ACES thing and i decided not to go trng. so me val carrot and susanta were like stoning at far east waiting to collect the shirt for mr tan when they went trng. me val and susanta -aiyo why her name so long- were the kind souls who delivered the shirt there. HAHAHA mr tan looked cute in it. woots. i shall upload the pic of mr tan wearing the shirt when shitty or priscilla sends me!

2005-08-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

im gna smile and tell the whole world im fine
but deep down where no one can hear me
baby i'll be crying for you

2005-08-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

it has been raining ever since you left me, now im drowning in the flood. i had always been a fighter, but without you, i give up

2005-08-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

you dont stop loving someone, you just get used to living without them there.

2005-08-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

the forgotten i love yous.

is this really the end? of me, of you, of us?

2005-08-26T16:21:00.000+08:00

My inner child is one year old!

Everything is new to me. I like watching the world
go by around me, and I don't sweat the small
stuff--or the large stuff, either. Just so long
as I stay warm and safe and dry, life's pretty
good.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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2005-08-24T10:41:00.000+08:00

i sprained my back muscle slightly =( it hurts like hell though. esp this morning. i cldnt move momentarily when i woke up. i decided not to go to sch though. hahah its a blessing in disguise because i can stay at home to study. THANKS VIONNA! =)

THENTHENTHEN i went to see a sinseh and he twisted and turned and nearly made me pee in my pants cos it hurt ): after which i realised HE DID NOT GIVE MCs. AJKMIJIOFKSFJIOSKMS. wth i had to go to a polyclinic aft tht to get an mc. BOOOHOOHOOO wasted another 5 bucks.

im despoly mugging bio now. it sucks. esp the checklist cos i realised i dunno a lot of things inside.

2005-08-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

DONT TELL ME U CANT MAKE IT. PLS DONT. U CAN MAKE IT. U WILL MAKE IT. U HAVE TO MAKE IT. U NEED TO MAKE IT.
if u give up on yourself, i wont ever forgive you. I MEAN IT. i wont forgive u for as long as i live. U PROMISED TO LEAD A BETTER LIFE THAN ME. U CANT GO BACK ON UR PROMISE. I HATE YOU. FUCK YOU.
HANG ON IN THERE. U CAN MAKE IT. I HAVE FAITH IN YOU. YOU CANT GIVE UP ON YOURSELF. PLS THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IM BEGGING YOU. HANG ON. WHERES THT FIGHTING SPIRIT?

because u cant leave me alone in this world

2005-08-21T13:24:00.000+08:00

ITS ME!

i havent been exercising at all since friday trng. im like totally slugging through my days. im having insomnia ARGH! and i'll feel sleepy right in the middle of the day just like wad im feeling now ):

WAKE UP GEKS! URE GNA DIE FOR BIO!

GJANFASJFMDFJASFNASUFH

i just wanna stone in front of my com everyday doing nth. somebody pinch me -OWWW-

OH YEA! i did the mental age quiz again and guess what? my mental age grew by 1? -.- thts totally helpful to my esteem pls. IM KINDA 4 YEARS OLD ACCORDING TO IT?

2005-08-20T07:03:00.000+08:00

im gonna flunk maths in wk 10 and blame mrjeremychan. we'll scan our whole paper in and start blasting his email with it. HAHAH whoops jking.

im totally trying to understand what he actually taught about graphs and i suck at it. i'll like hafta depend on someone to kindly ENLIGHTEN me?

lajdkla;kjldjkjklad

bio's a bad subj to study for! im like totally slacking and doing nth except surfing blogs and friendster pages ):

i dont want a ball to teach us maths next week):

2005-08-19T19:11:00.000+08:00

why does everyone hafta leave ): if this is part of growing up, i'd rather not grow up

in 3 years time, everyone'll be separated -.- will we dao each other 10 years down the road? i hope not

2005-08-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

WE FINISHED CHINESE PT!!!!!!

2005-08-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

ma life's quite sadd now.

to do:
finish editing sherie and lynt's yue du bao gao by tonight
edit chinese presentation script by sat night
finish up jurong island script by sun
do english hw by next week
revise for chem SPA(bring rag)week 8 practical block
revise for bio test week 9 thurs
study maths! graphs week 10
prepare for eng test week 10

2005-08-12T20:31:00.000+08:00

putting things into perspective helps (: i havent felt as close to you since goodness knows when.

take my hand and tell me everything's fine. ilu

2005-08-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna smile and tell the whole world i'm fine
im gonna keep my senses
but deep down when no one can hear me
baby i'll be crying for you

u were the only one who had the power to make me feel as though everything's fine. but u too, were the only one who plunged me into eternal darkness. u can't step into my life now acting as though nothing had happened.

the crack will always remain between the broken pieces.

2005-08-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

I'm missing you

Girl even though you're right here by my side

Cause lately it seems

The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over

The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real

Please don't try to fake what you don't feel

If love's already gone It's not fair to lead me on

Cause I would give the whole world for you

Anything you ask of me I'd do

But I won't ask you to stay

I'd rather walk away

If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me

But baby sometimes

You're just saying the words

If you've got somethin' to tell me

Don't keep it inside

Let it be heard

2005-08-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna dream of teriyaki chicken crepe today -.-

2005-07-25T18:58:00.000+08:00

2005-07-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

Racial Harmony!!

2005-07-24T15:29:00.000+08:00

hahaha it was fun. loads of nice nice food to kop for free can. hahah mom's coming back alr! i miss the freedom i had these few days-.-

2005-07-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

i finished reading harry potter 6! its better than i expected actually cos the fifth one was boring. hahah. ITS DARN SAD! DUMBLEDORE DIED AT SNAPE'S HANDS. wa lau. its super irritating can. he trusted snape so much and got himself killed in the end. ARGHHH. and harry said hes not returning to hogwarts ever again. FDKSDFNASMDDAS,DLKJAMDASLFKSNMDFLS. I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE SWEARING

2005-07-16T15:13:00.000+08:00

today's a bad day ): i rolled out of bed cos i had severe muscle ache all over my body? plus this super annoying back pain thts been nagging me since fri. i woke up uber early and went ter get my harry potter book! hahah i reached there at lke 9? and i was still the first 50 people who got there. hahah. they gave me this burger king meal voucher and 12 bucks popular voucher. quite cool la and the book is like 5cents cheaper than borders. heh

2005-07-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

lost my voice -.- hahah i was realleh cheering at the national swim thing. cool stuff lo. raffles schs a bit the kopped 5 out of the 6 titles that we could get? saw spas ppl tht i knew btw heh.

trng tmr!

2005-07-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

stressed la. havent been blogging for a long long time. i need ter like buck up if not im gonna fail the whole year. brrr.

1. do jian bao
2. revise my maths -.- jc cant teach
3. understand kinemathics
4. do bio pt
5. cheena pt! argh
6. zuo ye
7. email hn bok clinic's phone no.

see how much i hafta do?! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i envy those who can pon sch for nats.

ilu <3 i realleh do

2005-07-06T15:49:00.000+08:00

war of the world sarks

2005-07-01T19:37:00.000+08:00

i got a friggin' XS judo shirt -.-

2005-06-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

lazy to blog lalala